Mini Breakdown in Banana Republic Fitting Room

I walk into a Banana Republic outlet fitting room with about 10 articles of clothing. Try them on. Tried a size bigger than my size about a year ago. And nothing would fit. Well, at least not nicely. Darn! Went hyper-acidic. Maybe hyperventilated a little bit, too. Sinking deeper into depression. Must lose all this freakin' weight again! Can't keep on doing the yo-yo weight dance. I just can't. Will swim next week. Hope I fit into my bathing suit.